I Heart Austin

So lately I have had this hankering for leaving Austin, to you know, explore, see what else is out there. But then I go and have a ridicuously amazing day and I ask myself why would I ever consider leaving this place?



Spring has come and boat season has begun. Me, my girls, and of course the number one stunna Josh PLUS the lake EQUALS omg why is my life so freakin awesome. You get out to the boat and its like you leave your worries and responsibilites on land and have the best day ever. Something about the sun and the unlimited supply of cold beverages makes you feel so amazing. Sometimes I feel like im on an MTV video- the pod jams some seriously good tunes, sun shining, girls dancing in bikinis, wakeboard tricks, hair blowing in the wind, tan lines, digi cameras capturing the moment, laughing, swimming and what not- I really couldnt ask for a better day.









I almost feel guilty when people ask how my day was? cause all I can say is- my day? my has been f-ing AMASING, I went on the boat! However, there is always an end to an ecstacy ride, the moment you get off the boat its like reality slaps you in the face, there actually is a real world out there.



Dont get me wrong, I am completely aware that other cities are great and fabulous and hold a ton of opportunitiees- but will I ever be as happy as I am here somewhere else? To leave Austin for a minute, live somewhere else, then just come right back here- im so confused. It would be silly to stay here for the rest of my life, I would totally regret not living somewhere else for a bit. I guess I do want to get out of Austin- go abroad, Cali, wherever but I do know that I will no doubt end up back here.

For now, in my attempt to figure myself out and where I want to end up, I will continuing playing.





Anything I do I'll be happy, I know this. I wont do anything that makes me cry, makes me stressed or angry- there are too many options that can avoid that. I know one day Ill have to suck it up and get a 9-5 but now at this point in my life I will avoid it like the plague. This is the only time in my life where I can get as many odd jobs as I want. I know I am not making any substantial start to a real career path which scares me a bit, but Im happy, and isnt that really all that matters?



Happy Birthday Pev- it was a weekend that truely wont be forgotten.